Hi all!i think i'm the 'new messiah', with GOOD REASON to!

[nick777]

hi! about 7 years ago i began to hear voices, and my first voice said "you are the new messiah", 5 months later a CGI of my face was printed in a newspaper underneath the words "skull and software create new face of jesus", a month after the CGI i was out with a friend one night when we were blinded by a flash of light, once my sight returned i said to my friend "funny if there's a shooting star tonight as well"and that VERY second there were about 5 or 6 shooting stars, arranged in a line! there's a LOT more to my 'illness', but to put it simply i believe that a 'new messiah' happens every century(my exact illness is in a Berne book), and each messiah has an identical 'psychosis'. i am NOT exactly christian(was atheist until i copuld disbelieve no more-when i was blinded) but do see several links to other civilisations, in particular the myth of perseus, the trinity of zeus, poseidon and hades, and the 'figure' of medusa, who i believe was the same 'role' as mary of magdalin, atropis(of the Three Fates), leader of the sirens etc...

i was then sectioned and diagnosed as suffering from schizophrenia, which i contest, strongly!!

[Queso]

Hello nick.

So....here's what I think. Ready?

 

I think that a lot of guys have the potential to think this. Considering that "we are all gods children" it is easy for the ego to run off to a daydream of a complex and an archetype.

 

So just for the record, you are the son of god. So am I. No big deal (Well it is a big deal because WOW WE'RE ALIVE RIGHT NOW!)

 

In recent studies scientists have found schizophrenics have a higher concentration of DMT (dimethyltryptamine) in their blood than "regular people".

This is probably why you hear voices and have such a wonderfully elaborate imagination.

 

If you look at my signature it says "rome falls nine times an hour" which you could rephrase and say "Someone thinks they are the messiah right now"

 

What made jesus a messiah was all the stuff that happened after he died, and how he died.

if jesus existed, man he was just a hippy. eating mushrooms, being nice, loving, healing.

people loved this guy. he brought magic and truth and god into peoples lives.

he did it with grace, and a sharp psychedelic mindset.

he was said to have fasted in dark caves for days.

Do you know what this does to the body?

 

5-meo-DMT is produced in the brain after many days and you begin to see in the dark...everything glows....god leaks inthru the top of your head....a strong vibration resonates through you and everything around you...everything is clear....

 

now the bibles blow all of this out of proportion and reverse everything and it's all screwed up.

 

If you want to be a messiah.......

 

I'd give up and just be a bodhisattva instead.

 

peace

[nick777]

you have no idea what you are talking about, because you have learnt from the bible. i'd guess that you are a middle-aged 'christian' from how you talk, jesus would have called you 'heathen', so i'll do the same.

[Queso]

Actually I'm 20 years old and everything I've learned about religion I learned while meditating on it. Most people call me a hippy. (You know the type. Dreadlocks, extremely colorful homemade t-shirts, etc.)

 

I study the relationship psychedelics have with us humans, our psyche, brain, mind, personality, et cetera.

 

This is why I brought up DMT. It pretty much explains everything in your case.(Look it up, man!)

 

You are divine, nick, but not a messiah.

who knows.

Maybe now because I told you you weren't you will be...

but I doubt it.

[Queso]

Jesus was a healer.

You are in tune with your environment. This is why you see synchronization in the sky.

Maybe you are a healer as well.

There's a big difference between messiah and healer.

[Queso]

p.s. Hypography can you believe he thought I was a middle aged christian? That blows my mind.

 

Nick please don't take offense. This is just my perspective.

Does anyone else have one?

 

"Remember. You are the buddha. Return to the source"

[InfiniteNow]

This is just my perspective.

Does anyone else have one?

The true messiah (whatever that is) would not likely waste time shouting that they are the messiah, and trying to convince others of it, but would instead lead by action and example.

 

 

 

p.s. Hypography can you believe he thought I was a middle aged christian? That blows my mind.

Yes, this did make me chuckle a bit. :rolleyes:

[REASON]

.....and, a true messiah would not judge you so harshly and incorrectly after reading just a single post of yours Orb.

 

But I understand the desire of someone who may be suffering from some type of debilitating illness to elevate themself to a position of a such prominence.

[nick777]

well, thanx for the replies to my post. i have read them with interest. can i just point out that what 'god'(or whatever, maybe Zeus)taught me is that messiahs happened for THOUSANDS of years BEFORE jesus. the same 'theme' runs through many stories/myths. e.g. jesus and judas, though not literally brothers were 'sons of..'(god and satan), like cain and abel. the cain and abel story was illustrating how fierce the rivalry was between them. MY 'judas's surname was McDonald("old macdonald had a farm..."), my name is Nick('new nick', asopposed to 'old nick'(name for the devil)). we both attended the same course in music at college and there were some strange 'bits' to our relationship, which if i am sent an email address for people interested, i will send you more details.

as for leading by example, do you think i wasn't trying when i got sectioned??? unfortunately, one of the main symptoms of schizophrenia is 'delusions of grandeur', so you see whatever i try and do there will always be somebidy 'persecuting me' for hearing voices(which is what schizophrenia means-look in a dictionary). and anyway, the BBC produced a diocumentary that actually stated that 'were jesus around today doing the same things, he would be diagnosed as suffering fromj a mental illness'. so that KINDA proves my point-the 'new messiah' WOULD be schizophrenic just by hearing the voice of 'god'.

don't you have any knowledge of the perseus myth? he was born in a shower of gold, in a cave. i was 'reborn' by a flash of light, AND, 3-4mojnths before i was sectioned i heard a voice(which i thought was my 'angel'-Bob)say "you were boren in a north london council flat". i was not, although i was born in a north london hospital so it is highly likely that i was CONCEIVED in a north london flat. perseus was probalbly conceived ina cave, jesus in a stable. both my parents are still alive(as were jesus')and i think that the 'son of god' name that the jews thought up is HIGHLY misleading. as Dr Berne pointed out in the 'laymans guide to psychiatry and psychoanalysis' it sghould be 'King of the world'(as 'god' created the universe and all in it). if you'd like to know exactly what happened in my illness i ask you to look at Berne's book in the chapter called "what is insanity?"-the illness descreibed is EXACTLY the same as mine,i.e. the same 'voice', the same sign, the same hallucination, the same love for a woman.

i am sorry for assuming that you are a middleaged cgristian, i only said it because on the last 'sciforum' there was a man who was notorious for mouthing off about his own church and beliefs about god. he was well known on a couple of sites.

all i ask is that you think 'outside of the box', think 'anointed'.

look forward to your response....

Nick

[DougF]

Orbsycli

p.s. Hypography can you believe he thought I was a middle aged Christian? That blows my mind.

 

:) Well you do have wisdom beyond your years, ;)

:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

But this is not the picture I would have painted of you.

:)

[Tormod]

My favorite Messiah is by Händel.

[nick777]

thanx for the B.Franklin quotes-i may not be perfect, i have got to be very careful about what i DO say, and what i don't!

as i have said, there IS a lot more to my 'illness'-i've GOT the "3 wise men", and i think that music(british bands at any rate) can be 'linked in' to my life! for more details, go to isgodreligious.com and 'browse' to the religion called "sun worship"-its my own thoughts with some extra details.ENJOY!!!

[Tormod]

Since this thread has passed way beyond an introduction I am closing it. Please continue the discussion in our theology forums.

 

Please be aware that preaching as such is not allowed at these forums, regardless of which religion you are the Messiah for.

[Pyrotex]

p.s. Hypography can you believe he thought I was a middle aged christian? ...

I've always had these vague suspicions...