Pulse

[Queso]

Once upon a time

so well stamped within our dimensions,

that it reoccurs now, unveiling

though you can not expect it to,

some Sines are just too long to be

DETECTED, if you catch my saw-like drift.

 

Once within some space,

ones identity acknowledged

puzzled, now

knowing that all of our cells regenerate every 7 or so years

so even though my physical self is constantly undergoing this...regeneration,

whatever i refer to as my self, remains cohesive and as variable and sticky as it's ever been.

 

Not too long ago a kid you guys know as orbsycli (orb-SIS-lee) within deep meditation amplified the thought after magnifying it,

and slowly peiced together a vital.

 

The whole of my law has almost nothing to do with this strange society i have been born into,

 

and i feel my functional self climbing higher

and higher

along the moss of a friendly ally tree.

 

Here we are in slow motion, reaching for our Cresendo.

[Queso]

Who are these nonorganic beings i encounter in my lucid dreams???

 

What is all of this information i am recieving from other minds???

 

What is this new world i am exposing up there in my own brainstorms??

 

The things i have learned in my dreams are things that i could not have thought of on my own....

 

I believe i am receiving information when i duck down into my subconcious.

Something irregular from sensory input,

Zosros,

this is the romance from mind to mind.

 

If you remember your own existence

and turn off this passive mode

[Queso]

i am this antenna, you see?

 

I am this antenna, you feel? you dig?

 

Orb never did intend to be this spiritual,

and there never was a dawn

like i said these sine waves are just too long to be detected.

 

we nod, and push on.

[Queso]

Its not necessarily menacing but it can be to just watch.

 

What am i supposed to think??

-nothing, whatever comes to mind will come and never go.

 

How am i supposed to act to all of this??

-im not, i will just be and with that ill react to actions. Basics.

 

"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of your law"

 

I must do what i do!

 

and that is write, dance, draw, imagine, fuse, improvise, document, edit, master, produce, interrogate, display,

 

O but wait,

none of this matters....

 

not even my legacy...

sure, it will feel good to know

that maybe some kid will relate

some girl will wish

our love was evident

but when it comes down to it

i dont want your money

this gasoline, obligations regarding intangibles!

I just want to love,

and live

 

and where does work come in?

 

My work....

i need to do your work to do my work?

what is this illusion?

I never believed them,

and thus,

ive found this path thats slip slidin' in the complely other direction.

 

On this path, there is no path, and if there was, it would be lined with trees

that acknowledge your presence

and interact with you

 

NO NOT IN ENGLISH YOU FOOL

in ways the commonman cannot execute

They're all listening for 4/4

even though they have no idea what the hell 4/4 is,

and the rhythms really in 7/8.

 

Poor butterfly,

poor erroll,

poor byrd,

poor miles,

 

Your energy within.

[Queso]

Are there any avid dreamers broadcasting their existence that are interested in conducting lucid experiments?

 

Please only reply if you are interested in blowing your mind wide open (if it hasn't been already, of course :rolleyes: )

[Queso]

why am i so afraid to feel my own heartbeat?

 

Why long when you can wide?

 

With this pulse im doomed to a life in Heaven

hell

and purgatorio

 

 

and nothing is going to cut it, over with this mind o mine.

ill read in my corner, underneath a blanket my mom gave me

and just sit there with so much love in my eyes

sometimes i find myself not knowing what to do with myself

so i just lay there with so much passion

wide intangible mediums where ill wallow and scream down hallways

louder than ive ever thought possible

and out pops a delay

 

an echo

 

the cough of a smoker

the voice of a man

the mind of a child

the brain of a young man

 

I JUST WANT TO THRASH

 

O but the balance....

 

to thrash is to quick,

and balance equals long pickup

and opposite emotions that occured

during the thrash

 

 

 

so like i said, i lay there

almost warm.

[Drip Curl Magic]

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