Tim_Lou Posted May 20, 2006 Report Posted May 20, 2006 yes, its me, the tim that left this place a long long time ago.... i was a junior that time. I was under all kinds of pressure, so i decided to just take a break on everything in life... i learnt a lot more physics after that. knowing the principles of the universe, my life became occupied. But right now, it seems that i went back to that state of confusion. i can no longer predict or plan what is going to happen. Being a senior, a summer away from college, i do not know what to do. i dont even have a compelling reason to get up in the morning on weekends. My life has simply...stopped i wanted to do something, i wanted to get a job, i wanted to just have some meanings! but nothing seems to work, nothing seems to be possible... seeing all my friends going to good colleges while im stuck in a mediocore state university. it makes me feel horrible. i felt i should've done more... i was really suprised that my account is still there.i never thought that i'll come back to this forum; anyway, i did, because this is the place where i felt truely belonged. I don't know why I am posting this... perhaps it makes me feel better to express my feelings. Also and as always, sorry about my bad english... Quote
Tormod Posted May 20, 2006 Report Posted May 20, 2006 Hey Tim! You have been sorely missed. You are of course always welcome here at Hypography. Here's to cheering up! :) Quote
Tim_Lou Posted May 20, 2006 Author Report Posted May 20, 2006 thx Tormod. i felt better now. it seems that the forum has changed a lot... and many of the old posters are gone... Quote
C1ay Posted May 20, 2006 Report Posted May 20, 2006 Welcome back Tim, it's great to see you here again. Quote
sanctus Posted May 23, 2006 Report Posted May 23, 2006 I remember your irony when I posted a question about superfluids, you asked if it was some fluid flying through the air saving people... Welcome back. Quote
hallenrm Posted May 23, 2006 Report Posted May 23, 2006 Today, I saw a comment on my blog, by the name Tim, was it you tim? Welcome Tim, I hope we will meet often on this forum! :hihi: :hihi: :hihi: Quote
Pyrotex Posted May 23, 2006 Report Posted May 23, 2006 ... and many of the old posters are gone...And there are a few new posters. Like me. Welcome back. I see that Clerk-Maxwell's equations are your avatar. Good choice. :hihi: Quote
Jay-qu Posted May 23, 2006 Report Posted May 23, 2006 ..and me ;) do you like what we have done with the place? Quote
TheBigDog Posted May 24, 2006 Report Posted May 24, 2006 Tim comes back after a long break and everyone's got to come and take a sniff. Welcome back Tim. How long have you been away? Bill Quote
Queso Posted May 25, 2006 Report Posted May 25, 2006 just close your eyes,you'll stumble accross somethingwith no expectations. Quote
Michaelangelica Posted May 26, 2006 Report Posted May 26, 2006 I was under all kinds of pressure, so i decided to just take a break on everything in life... i can no longer predict or plan what is going to happen. i do not know what to do. i dont even have a compelling reason to get up in the morning on weekends. My life has simply...stopped i wanted to do something, i wanted to get a job, i wanted to just have some i felt i should've done more... i did, because this is the place where i felt truely belonged. I don't know why I am posting this... perhaps it makes me feel better to express my feelings. Also and as always, sorry about my bad english... It is good English, better than some here Tim, look at the new thread I started on "Depression (Clinical)"You might need to talk about how you feel with your college counsellor People will always talk to you here. That is all they do ! :dead: Quote
infamous Posted May 26, 2006 Report Posted May 26, 2006 perhaps it makes me feel better to express my feelings. Also and as always, sorry about my bad english...Welcome back Tim_, you'll find many good listeners here to express your feelings to. It has been a while since you last posted here, and yes, quite a few changes and many new members. Honestly, I wish you the best dealing with everyday life. Sometimes it does get a bit depressing doesn't it. At any rate, you have many friends here at Hypography that sincerely care about your feelings, express yourself Tim_, we're all pulling for you my friend................Infy Michaelangelica 1 Quote
Tim_Lou Posted May 31, 2006 Author Report Posted May 31, 2006 oops, almost forgot about this thread i made. thank you for all your warm welcome. it is very interesting see what i wrote when i was depressed. my thoughts seem to be very.... different. i've been away for... hmm, more than a year and a half.i feel at home right after this first post. it seems that many of my thinkings are back since i came back, which is a good thing...i've always loved thinking. Pyrotex, you can see the equations in the avatar? i thought it was a bit too small... anyway, i picked it because it makes a nice "square" Quote
Tim_Lou Posted May 31, 2006 Author Report Posted May 31, 2006 actually, i do admit that i might have some problems... maybe depression problem. i have been struggling trying to control it myself. i tried to force myself to smile when i feel sad (which does help, i heard that smile stimulate some sort of brain signals).well, actually, the most effective "treatment" i found is thinking. Not thinking about life but thinking about physics, thinking about math... well, perhaps that is what creates nerds? isnt it? Quote
Tormod Posted May 31, 2006 Report Posted May 31, 2006 Thinking is good. For me, the best treatment for depression is reading books. That gives me something else to think about for a while. I also find that watching good movies help a lot. And of course leaning on friends is important. Quote
hallenrm Posted May 31, 2006 Report Posted May 31, 2006 For starters, you could participate in the community poll " I Am..." perhaps it may help you to elevate your self esteem! Quote
Michaelangelica Posted May 31, 2006 Report Posted May 31, 2006 Thinking is good. For me, the best treatment for depression is reading books. That gives me something else to think about for a while. I also find that watching good movies help a lot. And of course leaning on friends is important.Me too, I love books.But, my daughters bookcase is full of DVDs !I have far too many books and have resolved not to buy anymore.I have been hitting the local Council Library very hard.I recently explored ebay to see if I could sell some of my 3,000 books and ended up buying ANOTHER ONE!!! Boredom is deadlyYou can never underestimate depression it is insidious,-- Michael Quote
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